Ready for a reset?

Well, what a month this has been

Talk about a reset, I finally hit that button and I am ready for a fresh start in pretty much every area of my life

You know when you are tired of being tired!!?

That’s me!

I even realised this month that I am afraid of being scared! How ridiculous is that?!

All my life, I have had the craziest fears and phobias and had to push myself to do things despite them. This time I’m going to another level, I am looking to make peace and embrace the things that scare me and finally conquer fear!

Well, what a month this has been

Talk about a reset, I finally hit that button and I am ready for a fresh start in pretty much every area of my life

You know when you are tired of being tired!!?

That’s me!

I even realised this month that I am afraid of being scared! How ridiculous is that?!

All my life, I have had the craziest fears and phobias and had to push myself to do things despite them. This time I’m going to another level, I am looking to make peace and embrace the things that scare me and finally conquer fear!

I care, I care about people and situations and work and honour and promises and loyalty and sincerity… but I’m also ready to not care to my own detriment now, and it feels good, like when I was that feisty teenager who knew her worth and who said “no” ever so politely but said it all the same… I need to say “no” more after two years of saying “yes.”

Let’s see where it leads me.

I have big plans brewing for next year and I have never been more excited and more nervous about something.

You know when you want something so badly that it penetrates almost every thought? My daydreams, my night dreams, I just cannot stop thinking about it and imagining.

It’s annoying as I cannot even say what it is yet.

Not until the contract is signed, but wow! Once it is…

Gosh, it is fun to dare to dream again, to realise there is so much more I can do and want to do!

The best part is also that I know it will bring me the most pleasure and satisfaction.

Taking a risk and backing myself in something new is scary but also exciting.

Imagine if it works?

Imagine if it takes off and is actually successful?!!

I don’t know what is in your heads and in your hearts (not yet anyway), but if there is something you promised yourself even years and years ago that you would do,

All I can say is now is the time.

Not because we are older but because WE ARE AS YOUNG AS WE ARE EVER GOING TO BE AGAIN!

Life is not all about the young and being young or even looking young, it’s about being healthy, fulfilled and at peace with what you do, who you are and who you want to be, even if that means not doing anything at all!

Well, maybe for a while… we have worked hard for most of our lives so retiring is not a bad thing at all.

In fact, I recommend it for those of you who are tired and want a break from it all and can afford to do so.

But then I suggest taking up some great hobbies as I honestly think doing nothing all the time will get old… and make you feel old.

Unless you really just love to relax and are an expert at it!

I could relax and read for years, but I’d still need to do daily exercise and write songs or scripts as ideas always flow through my mind and need to be captured and realised.

I’m changing Sin’s Angels to Sinitta’s Angels

Because I was uncomfortable with the notion of being associated with sin as in evil. Words are so important… we underestimate the power of words. I used to, but I don’t now, and I choose my words carefully.

There may be something you need to do. Is it dyeing your hair red?

I do not know, but I know there is something…

So do it! Please!

Who cares what anyone else says?!

It’s for you, from you, a gift. Is it a trip on your own? Is it a love affair? Renewing your vows?

Starting a business, partnering with a friend or family member?

Something… there IS something, only you know what it is!

It may just be a feeling, in which case you need to really find out what to do about it.

Is it taking up ballroom dancing?!!

I feel like it is time to be radical, call it a midlife crisis if you like, but I am ready to branch out and I encourage you to do the same.

Oh! And I think I have decided to stop dyeing my hair next year…

This is huge for me…

It is for me, as I realise it is not about wanting to be young, it’s just not wanting to be old or decrepit really. I want to look wise and smart. Experienced and confident.

Sexy means different things to me now too.

Of course, the old things still apply to a certain extent, but the things I find sexy are different. So I spend a lot of time aroused and being aroused by unusual things constantly and it makes me smile. I love being alive in every sense of the word (smile).

Yes, those hormones have kicked in, but more than that, it’s my mind, my body, my spirit that have reached a new place of acceptance and further curiosity.

It’s fun!

I hope we share some secrets and tips to help each other find our best selves for right now and that we keep evolving, growing and changing, unafraid, uninhibited and unstoppable!

Ooh! Hello September, let’s go!

God Bless x 😘